I was born ready and now it's my time to shine

I been waiting for about 4 to 5 years now with a lot of personal family emergencies. I lost my grandmother, grandfather, 3 aunts, 1 child of my own by a miscarriage and now my mother got m.s known as multiple sclerosis disease which my grandmother died from but what i have lost over these 4 to 5 years i'am stronger, smarter, and was born ready to play basketball and pursued my dream i don't need to make it to the NBA even though i would love to because i believe that i'am better than half of the NBA players that plays today but all i really wanted is to be heard like i'am heard around my neighborhood i just need this chance from a perfect minded agent or whoever it concern to put me overseas wont let u down